THIS THIS THIS. :(

So.. Does this mean, our relationship, is the best? =)) HAHA!! ♥ Our relationship, really began unexpectedly. Never have I thought, that he'll be my boyfriend. I never had a crush on him. So, it was a real shocker. Heehee. I'm so glad that I have him. ♥

I don't know why.. But every time he talks to some other girl, my heart just sinks. :( And... Well, the reason is.. ^THAT. I'm crazily insecure, okay.. :(

THIS EXPLAINS A LOT.

SO SELF-EXPLANATORY.

I'm in love with my own sin. ♥

Isn't it nice, waking up in the morning, knowing there's a reason for you to do so? :)


I think it is. 'Cause I, myself, have a reason to wake up every morning. :) Well, there are lots of reasons, actually. But there's one special reason. :) It's cause of my boyfriend. :) Sure, he's not "Mr. Perfect" to some other people. But to me, his flaws are the best things about him. It's what makes him, who he is right now. A guy I care a lot for. A guy I truly love. A guy who means a lot to me. A guy who is my better half. :) He's been with me through it all, for 9 & 1/2 months now. Despite how my attitude is, he never left me, when he had all the reasons to leave. He's like a brother, father, best friend, boyfriend all-in-one. :) I'm truly grateful that I found someone like him. Someone who won't judge me for whatever I do. Someone who inspires me to excel in all my doings. Someone who teaches me what's right from wrong. Someone who makes me smile, in my saddest times. Someone who thinks I'm "perfect" beyond all my imperfections. Someone who's thankful to have me in his life. Within the almost-10 months we've spent with each other, I've felt true love. No matter how far I was from him, he still tried his best to talk to me. But, except this Summer. He has been very busy, and 'cause they've got no internet connection at home. Cause he's not here in the Philippines. That sucks so much, actually. But, I appreciate the fact that whenever he's out, and finds WiFi, he instantly messages me on facebook. Asking how I'm doing, have I been eating right, and so much more. I also randomly message him that I love him, and stuff, he does the same as well. He's been such a great boyfriend, even though sometimes, we lack communication. :) I love him with all my heart. I can't wait to see him. I can't wait to be wrapped in his arms again. I can't wait to kiss him. I simply can't wait to be with him. :) I love you, baby! Thank you for everything. I miss you, loads! See you in a few weeks. :* >:D<

Photo taken

When : December 16, 2010.

Where : Outside of 1-A classroom @ OBMCI GH.

(Freshmen Christmas Party '10.)

Yes, that's our first decent picture together. :)

Pardon me, for not being vain when I'm with him. Teehee.

Within my circle of friends, I think I'm the worst-looking one.

Ever since I met people who looks absolutely stunning, I've felt very uncomfortable with how I look like. I've been so conscious on what I wear, and all those things. It's like, no matter how hard I try to look as decent as possible, it just ain't enough.


In my group of friends, there are many girls who're very pretty. I think, out of 10, I'm the least pretty. I swear. I don't feel good about how I look.


But then again, God made me this way. I should be happy. Whenever I'm down, I just tell myself, "I'm beautiful in my way, 'cause God makes no mistakes." (Inspired by Lady Gaga's song, Born This Way.) 


But I really wish, I can improve more on how I look like. Insecurities can kill, sometimes. Teehee.